ExPains

Past, present, and future

I’ve been in love before. I’m in love right now. I’ll be in love in the future.

I think that whenever someone is in love, they think that they are in the most love ever. It’s a really simple thing for someone to think. I know, I think that I’m in love with someone the most ever. The painful part is that the love of my lifetime says she feels the same but doesn’t act accordingly. That’s not usually a good thing. In my case, it’s not.

So now I’m sitting here in front of a keyboard with a lot of emotions going through my mind thinking about things that I wouldn’t normally. It’s a bad thing. I would tell you all about the girl I’m in love with, but then you would love her too and that’s not going to help either of us.

I’m feeling depressed. Sad. Heart ache. I think that this is worse than when I got a divorce, at least in the divorce I felt like there was life ahead of me and a new future to encounter and experience.

I’m going over to Retard Media for a tour of the web laugh break.